Hello dear readers of my beloved heart,

You are family to me. Gonna speak to you straight from my heart.

I am slowly figuring out how to return to the chopping block without getting chopped! Wait— that’s my humor. But life has felt like being on a ninja challenge game show that I didn’t sign up for.

Since the beginning of the year, I wanted everything to fundamentally slow down. That’s what my ego wanted, that’s what my body wanted, and I’m pretty sure my soul was begging for a really deep moment to catch its soul breath.

How is everyone else doing, really?

For me, the energies of February knocked me sideways. It went right with the military war strikes. I felt the energy building. By March I started walking sidewise or slowly starting to move my crushed spidey legs—this is my energetic metaphor for a near full-squash. Also, I am still grieving for all the people involved in this ‘now’ global crisis— as we hope it resolves with a swift end, but most likely it won’t be. We who are the most removed from the day to day of war are still the most embedded in its psyche. We are part of the collective consciousness/unconsciousness.

I felt like this card was the main event/experience:

But now, something different is happening and there’s a turning point. I felt the energetic shift on Saturday. This full moon in Libra oppose the Sun/Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries. The fire is strong. Mars, Mercury and North Node are holding back with karmic queries in Pisces, but not for long. Change is to come for all. Pluto and Uranus will be holding an interesting trine and soon Uranus will move back into Gemini for its 7ish year stay: in April. Things will be slick.

April will be a *very* active month.

This full moon in Libra is really your chance to BREATHE. I’m not suggesting to breathe like the Virgo moon a couple of posts ago: as a strategy for calming the nervous system. This type of breath is the more spacious kind. There’s Libra’s quality of clarity and a momentary pause of balance. It’s like the double-breath called a physiological sigh. It will reopen the little air sacs in the alveoli.

I don’t know about you, but I wasn’t able to capitalize on the last Mercury retrograde in Pisces because I was too busy getting water flogged. Normally I get a lot more clear around any confusions with a Mercury nature. This can happen for me earlier in the retrograde transit (I thank my natal Mercury trine Uranus for keeping me ahead of the curve), or sometimes during, or at the end. I get more sorted during Mercury retrogrades because I naturally slow down or deepen, organize, or declutter. For me it’s only now beginning to happen with the energy of this Full Moon in Libra. I’m taking “inventory.” It’s a good time to take stock.

This is a good moon to get around to assessing. I think I’m also doing a personal “damage assessment,” it’s like the way the operating system turns on from a reboot. It’s a deeper scan. The system is doing a deeper check.

Being turned off was good for me. I was powered off. I’m not even sure if I was unplugged, but definitely powered off. It was just what I needed.

Take this special time to assess your alliances, your standards, your relationships and your inner relationship. Re-balancing is not a return to homeostasis (the old order), but an opening for a new dynamic of balance/ structure with this Full Moon in Libra it’s a new calling for relational systems. The scales have been tipping all over the place as we have been in some choppy waters that have been increasing in intensity.

We have so much opportunity here to navigate with our minds and the stars. Hands at the helm. But what is really required is to have those feet planted somewhere and a mind that’s guided by reason and with a return to steady-clarifying confidence: You can navigate this new fluctuating world. You have what it takes.

You can find your balance in your ‘new’ center.

The center connects us to all things and all people. The center is the axis of the wheel that connects us to all the radii outward and those points on the periphery.

This Libra full moon has me focused on this image:

I see a return to wholeness at a new level. I see a complete change of capacity and a whole new realm of discovery for an entirely new journey. The old one has ended.

Sending you all my deep love! May you all navigate this chapter’s end well. See you with the new beginnings in April!

This passage into the “new” will continue taking a while, but I can see the light through to the other side. It’s peeking through. It’s twinkling from the other end of the multiverse.