Poem 30, Day 30

On April 30, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Pluto, Something altogether different, Transformation23 Comments

As our world crumbles we

Must each take a stand

Strengthen our relationships

Build our reserves,

and lovingly band.

We are not alone if we find

And honor each other

So many of us in the face of these

extreme world changes,

including the weather

we just want peace together

What can we blame:

politicians, voters?

The messed up matrix

of the world stage deceivers?

Ruling oligarchs creating fear

and subjugation believers?

anarchists and nihilists

what is now an extremist?

misinformation, misdirection, missing

the shared purpose around what means

freedom.

Is it the new scenery

that Spaceship earth is

transiting?

A cosmic bad neighborhood

with bad vibes disastering?

I suggest this is part of our evolution.

This is a painful experience of dissolution.

The chaos before the clarity, the dusking before the dawning. But I don’t like it!

I suggest we don’t blame our hearts. I suggest we make peace with ourselves from the start.

I suggest we honor what’s thriving within us.

We turn our attention to our own dominion.

We strive for inner balance and communion.

The greatest defiance now is to fixate on, and to promote hope. While also maintaining the awareness of scope. What we believe matters, if not our energy will indeed fall a-scatter.

To see with clear eyes and to cling to what is right, loyal, true and what matters.

Keep your pulse on what makes you able to continue…get up, go on,

decide to thrive!

I didn’t plan on ending with such intensity. The muse took me here. The poem dissolved at times, too. The guidance for me is clear. I honor the muse and muses which helped me get 30 poems in/out this month—one poem per day.

Now there’s a processing moment, maybe many moments. Too soon to tell.

Write your hearts out. Write from you as you. No matter what you have to say, you are expressing in your own way. A poem is a kind vessel. The gentlest gift to give oneself. I am grateful for the ability to lift my own weight to share my heart, and all the further magick that shifts me into a new being, as I explore through my journey with life, while sharing the inspirations along the way.

Thank YOU for being here!

Poem 29, Day 29

On April 29, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Something altogether different, Transformation24 Comments

white feathery wings

Circle around above me

as I lift the last vestiges of

this recent tiredness storm

Invigorated by some

extra clearing required and

the work done around it

starting to sparkle now.

released a lot of

past life dross, broken dreams

and abrupt endings

met in stampede to realize

now that being “seen”

is okay, and even better living

free, unlocking another level

not being crumpled by hoards

overcoming my nothingness

Moving now with restoration

Slow and steady with

Gathering strength, my pancaked form

upright and three-dimensional

waiting on that next rotational

Spiral up the Mountain View

To see above it

And find ever-more that something new.

I cannot believe I made it this far! I thought I would sputter out at 3 poems in and then be spotty the whole way through. The heavy lifting really started to come for me at the last 5 day mark. I think the prospects of actually accomplishing my goal without a whole lot of struggle was blowing my mind too much, so that part of me that needed to raise its own new bar, came in and faced some fears and moved through them. Life is like that. It’s really about unlocking new levels. Tomorrow is my last day for daily poems. I have mixed feelings about that, but I’m running with it, accepting the mixed feelings and being kind to myself.

Poem 28, Day 28

On April 28, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Astrology2 Comments

A Belgium Blonde beverage

On a hot spring day,

After a hike along the cerulean

Ocean meeting the azure sky

The way to calm waves inside

are painted with exercise,

carved like sanded walls and banks

eroded ego

A surrendering to each wave

Of awakening

I live a dream within a dream

Born of such imagining

Full of taste, flavors, and surprises

There is no way out, but through the

Corridor of allowance

Each day a liberation and a shackle in a new way

Unfolding my path in pain, fatigue

Or flying through new highs, and revelations

I can only raise hands to thank

The same skies for chaperoning me

Through new levels of

Awakening bliss

Poem 27, Day 27

On April 27, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Short Fiction6 Comments

spirit ranger

open land

the Chumash

protect the land

the water

and parks

tidepools create

passageways

magical anchorage-ways

for algae and seastars

coralline beauty

Iridescent overlay

for a moment in this cool

place,

I’ll stay

here among the bull kelp

growing 10” in one day

Poem 26, Day 26

On April 26, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Astrology, Creative Writing, Meditation, Something altogether different, Yoga - Whatever I need type6 Comments

feather flows

on water’s tread

the texture of ripples

from ducks’ swimming

maneuvers

the moss on the bank

with another layer of

fine hairs ascending up

beyond its ground cover,

velvety-rich and green

damp soil from

morning rain

the kind of rain that

eases the mind’s response

to a new

day

and suggests rainboots

once more a cuddle delays

putting on the lights,

opening smooth curtains,

and revealing the misted vistas

beyond window’s inside light reflection

softening and aglow

steep the tea in a kettle

for longer,

saturating, steaming

then tasting a

rendering of flowers

on an untouched palate,

thus begins the day.

Poem 25, Day 25

On April 25, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Mercury6 Comments

I said yes again

To more action

More spark

More passion

I said yes to open books

TBRL lists in spades

Scheduling my time

And looking under nooks

And crannies for

More to heal the fabric

Of my silken mind

With pulls and snags

And places where the flow

Gets stuck

There’s gotta be a yes

around every corner that

Gets us into trouble, and duly

Gets us out of said trouble

With a wiggle and giggle

And some more Yes,

A no is just as good.

when understood

It speaks peace in volumes

And slows the divine time

Into manageable parts and

Starts over, when ready.

But. This time. Again.

I said yes.

I said yes to this mess.

All of it, and to unraveling

and to giving my time away

as though

It doesn’t end…

Mercury stations direct again today. Aries sparks continue to fly. April has been a whirlwind. May you enjoy your birthdays ahead, and your springtime joys! Have some fun for me, too! 😆

Poem 24, Day 24

On April 24, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Something altogether different, Transformation8 Comments

Her hands

are little five-pointed stars

that used to fit 5 of them

in my

ONE hand

Her fingers,

would curl

around my finger

First by reflex

and now, even still

nearly 5 years later,

a little squeeze.

Every star ⭐️ would wish

to be the twinkle in her eyes,

the raised corners of

her mouth like red

curtains pulled open for

stage performance,

her smile corners

tied in little golden

boughs of excitement

when she makes a silly

joke,

understanding irony

beyond her years,

beyond time-limits.

She recites from her

memory, so vivid and

sparkling,

a crystal clear starfish memory

suctioning to knowledge

understanding,

and application.

Her Kee Ma Jaseh

developing into

deeper knee bends,

receiving high 5’s,

counting down from 5,

counting to 100,

5-Times

mathing, reading, sighting,

singing

cartwheels 🤸

another star ⭐️

5 points,

1 head, 2 legs, and 2 arms.

This star will never be alone,

shining on her friends.

with karate developing

in her hands,

her heart:

And with an Open, Golden, Bright mind.

⭐️🤸✋🏻💗🧠🧐💪🤸⭐️

Poem 23, Day 23

On April 23, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Jupiter, Transformation, Uranus11 Comments

Ancient one

Speak to me in between

lines

in between minutes

Breaths,

Rings of the bell,

Ticks of the clock

Ancient one

Feed me when my next meal is

unknown

When my

connection to the divine feels a

trickle

Ancient one

ease my impatience

my doubt

ease the jagged edges where

snags of thoughts

conspire to unravel me

into unrequited nothingness

Ancient one

Hold my hand,

Be present with me

Notify the world to be kind

When needing to hang a sign

on the door to say

“Out for some air.”

Ancient one

Let me grow into your grace

Feel the peace that openness

And readiness provides;

Let speak more directly

through you.

Ancient one

Walk this way with me

Today, Tomorrow,

and Always.

Poem 22 Day 22

On April 22, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Chiron, Creative Writing, Jupiter, Mercury, Transformation, Uranus11 Comments

Unbreak this Earth

Kiss her feet, her skin

Let her know you care about

How well the oceans flow

How clean the air is

Unbreak these wars

The cries of children

gone silent

The cries of hostages

Tortured

The cries of terror from

Evil demonstrations of power

Unbreak these broken bonds

The ones in families

And in communities who can

No longer trust neighbors have

Got. their. back.

Unbreak my heart

Your heart,

Our ONE heart

As we struggle to unite

While forces tear apart

Unbreak the social dissonance

Lack of true embrace, connection

Conscience

Trust. Poverty of graciousness

Unbreak my head and heart full

Of scribbles and tears.

Nightime fears

It’s hard to sleep well with one

Eye open.

Unbreak the spell of discord

Of misstep, of Russian roulette

Economic exclusion,

Economic confusion

Economic illusion

Unbreak our hopes and

Strengthen our confidence

Fight for nothing but your soul’s

Kindness and Grace

Watch love with Lace

weave space,

and pace

Yourself.

We can do this.

Big thank you all for your encouragement. This is the last weekend of the challenge, and each one of you have contributed to my ability to pull through! 😍. I love you all more than you probably know. 🤗⭐️🌌 Earth 🌍 Day. 💕 Spread Love

Poem 21 Day 21

On April 21, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creative Writing, Mercury, Something altogether different16 Comments

I am

Surrendering to

Rosewater and saffron

apples

while quaffing baby blue

and pink skies

white puffy clouds growing

with squinted eyes

Twinking and winkling

in the hues of rue

The fields of sun’s love

Satisfies my desire to run

With arms wide out

A breezy fun,

to run about,

To slow then roam

My nervous system at home

The sense of peace collecting

In degrees of openness softening

laying in soft Corsican mint grass

arms and legs out like a star ⭐️

Surrendering to

Eternity

“Poem 20” Day 20

On April 20, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Astrology14 Comments

He took away my voice

Because I wasn’t good enough for him

My vulnerability

Didn’t matter.

My wings were easily clipped

Because I had not yet developed my

Center.

So my voice disappeared

🌌🌟

One day, I will rise

From the dead

silent

Music-less dungeon

where I was sunken, captive

for too long.

Until then,

I just whisper

And consider

what will heal this

Overwhelmed chironic

Taurean wound.

I see echos of her

spacious flying delight,

but still, she is not here.

Her desire has not fully

woken.

Poem 19 Day 19

On April 19, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Astrology4 Comments

The Medicine way

The gift you gave me

as your conduit

fresh fruit

Ready made magic marker

from the invisible pen of the divine

Sparkler

Each soul I serve

Adds light to my footsteps

Traces grace to my smile

So much love

So much peace

Rains down on me

The roots from the ground rise

Up and join thee

Nourish us

You, medicine hands,

Have shown me guidance

Shown me the

limitless source

of blossoming

Humbling me

Bringing me to my knees

In gratitude,

The opportunity

To soul-climb

Ascension, raising vibrations

In all dimensions, no negations

Secret serenade with

Jupiter and Uranus amplifies inventions

With intentions

I let it flow

My voice speak low

Oscillates,

The drum of my belly

The sound descending,

The spirit incarnating,

The Earth reforming,

My lips entraining,

We are re-gaining,

Ground.

Poem 18 Day 18

On April 18, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Abundant Earth, Astrology, Creatrix, Mercury, Something altogether different, Transformation23 Comments

Breathe me in

This life is so rich like

complex chocolate

hits every level of your tongue

your being

maybe a hint of cayenne sparks

some extra moistening

an extra crunch of raw cacao

connecting with a touch of

mocha, the espresso bean

swishing in with rose notes

and finishing with mild

orange hints

All this but with your breath

On your tongue

Your awareness piqued

Breath, mixing with ocean

and sand,

Opening the senses to the mist

That yields a light

breeze on the temples

centering to the satisfied being

collecting energy

into the center.

Being present.

*this poem is dedicated to a mother of a friend who had suddenly recently passed away during our recently solar eclipse, she was unwell, but had bounced back before. This is a deeply spiritual woman who has left a legacy of love.

Poem 17 Day 17

On April 17, 2024 By Ka Malana - Fiestaestrellas.comIn Astrology, Creative Writing, Something altogether different, Transformation4 Comments

Hold my hand
To make the sun shine
Bring the grip
We can’t resist
This life requires
Both hands
Most times
We have to read between the lines
And do that while
We are signing on the dotted line
Can’t think
Can’t speak
Close your eyes to summon the deep
Find the right choice,
Right action
Bind to the motive for
assuming best transaction
I’m filing myself
Away for you
Making meeting notes
And memories to prove
We have the reserves
We need to
experience the love
Our heart deserves
As we sweat and swear
Bring out tears and share
Open and close books
With great care,
Addressing the most sacred of all
Our fare: this space
This touch
This supermost lust
To love the moment that we live
To be in the best place to
Forgive