Airport

Checked in and

reading my newest, favorite book

It’s like carving a block,

which I also find pleasurable.

Sculpting, extracting the plot page by page

I chip away through to Chapter 3

It Ends With Us

I want to savor it, pass the time with

My indulgence of this

Bloody Mary: it’s really the olives and celery, healthy tomato spicy-salted vibes, soaked with Cutwater vodka,

Lemon and lime:

a wino’s salad.

But there is a legacy here, a history: Ballast Point

They created this Cutwater vodka

I used their bathroom last week!

another story for another poem. very regional.

Gelato store didn’t have a loo.

This was my introduction.

But I digress from here, as I’m about to fly.

I’m reading

about the cute, homeless man-teenager

that the protagonist

Takes Pity on, and herself so young, she

lusts.

Maybe it’s the curiosity and the mystery

Surrounding the circumstances

people find themselves in.

Him, a high school senior, homeless.

the boy with the husky-blue eyes,

worthy of being in a book.

She, an observer…

In the distance, I see

planes taxi in while others taxi to runway

I share the bar with other travelers,

Other Bloody Marys, and Espresso Martini twins. 2 sets. That’s 4 Espresso Martinis on the bar block.

It’s how people inspire one another. Get an idea,

and Relax.

A woman with a 5 year old

lost her ID and they wanted her to come in

4 hours early.

Patience for a 5 year old, is cultivated..

not natural.

There’s a code with travelers,

It’s unspoken.

But we do speak.

Our words carry more when we know—

“I will never see you again”

It’s the edge we are living on,

Like the seats.

As I brace my hip on the stool,

Protecting my back,

wanting to be more able to travel to exotic

locales in the future, like I once did.

Cuba. Was a surprise, but I’m so far from

that now. From Castro, from my 20s. From contemplating

Afghanistan. What a mess.

Los Angeles is my destination; and I know

Why it’s the City of Angles now…

Because it waits for us to fall.

An urban jungle of scavengers tangled with celebrity, sneaky seagulls, and azure sky.

This is where

The Homeless and the Home-Excessive

“Co-exist.”

There’s another plot here,

if you imagine it,

Taking off like a plane…

It eventually swims with the clouds,

glares with the mist of the light and sun.

If you have the window seat,

Which I do not.

It’s a short flight, and I have my book.

Books create worlds within worlds

We are both “here and there.” Mind’s resplendent, transcendent ability

to shift into multi-dimensional drive

at any time. No road or signals needed.

Airports are bustling cities, built for serendipity, for the observations of passers by

from the stationary. A contrast of moves and stays.

This is why airports are filled with both amusement,

and potential,

fleeting frustrations and happenstance.

Sleepers and baggage wheels,

Silence and suffering children.

A unique slice of humanity is the

Airport experience.

Boredom and Business mix.

Electronics and mindfulness, stretching, running.

Just get there on time.

Cultivating Gentleness

As we gather in awareness and build our

clarity, sometimes we come up against

edges. That’s part of our evolution and not to be avoided.

Learning how to tend to them, softening

Allowing, nourishing the central channel,

We begin to find a new experience can be felt

beside the harshness at first, just beside, doing nothing and changing nothing.

slowly and patiently we sit with the harshness

along the edge holding it with curiosity, allowing it to feel.

As we do, we gain more insights and clarity and then we can

Slowly and patiently invite in the softness.

How soft can we become when we are so in need of it?

The softness

that is strength

because it CAN

yield,

is the real

Eye opener.

💗

These words were wanting to be shared with you.

Free to be optimistic Astrology

Are you “into astrology” but tired of hearing the doom and gloom of “intensity” and “watch out for this or that” ?! Are you shamelessly optimistic even if you just spent time being fearful and retracting and reaching out for your stuffie or best friend support animal? Are you soft and empathic and just want everyone to get along already?

Then, you my friends have what I call a fighting spirit (Mars/Uranus). You refuse to give up on peace and positivity no matter how dark and gloomy the forecast.

It’s precisely what you need in this day and age.

It’s about courage to rise up in the face of your own fears, again and again. You will have a unique opportunity to do this in full vibrancy with the full moon in Aquarius.

You already know what to look out for. You live in this world and you feel the energies. So what is left to say after that?

You have unique opportunities during this Aquarius new moon to discover and reveal what is unique about you, and your community.

The Sun (conjunct retrograde Mercury in Leo) and Moon (in Aquarius) is in opposition. This is literally the definition of a full moon—-fully visible, fully illuminated.

The full moon is squaring Uranus: the Prometheus of the zodiac. What is uniquely lights you up? If you were to steal the fire from the Gods, just what would you do with it? Would you share it with the many? How?

How do you find the energy to express yourself in this world? Is it savoring nature, being fully in your own energy? Is it fraternizing with friends and loved ones? Do you feel lit up by your family? Does making art or writing poetry help you keep your inner lights on? What if you just love making brine, cooking exotic stews, or brewing tea leaves from your garden? What if you love words games or networking or going to the grocery store?

What is it you like to do that gives you energy? Watch Netflix? Maybe it does give you energy? What’s the show about?

With this Mars/Uranus conjunction in square aspect to the Saturn in Pisces and Venus in Virgo: Most of us are having trouble staying or keeping organized. Keeping up the day to day basics (Virgo) in a deliberate and orderly fashion. Processing speeds from life events and weather changes, system changes and upgrades are stressing existing systems. The formation of our lives is, for all of us, “under construction.” 🚧 Earth is out of order but still flushing.

There might be more frustration and surprises requiring for more and more adaptations, this is all old hat now. This is the new normal: extremes.

So, underneath the struggle, do you see yourself getting stronger, smarter? Can you admit that even though you have felt at wits end so many times, somehow you just keep going, going and maybe resting, taking breaks or experiencing small adjustments. Meanwhile you are waiting for real change and breakthrough in certain areas. What does progress even mean to you, personally? Have you put your values on paper in words lately? This is a good time to be uniquely focused on that.

This full moon is revealing to you where you are ready to reach and become your next version of yourself, of your human life expression. This full moon is revealing the ways in which you can uniquely motivate yourself to liberate and ‘be and bask in the acceptance’ of what it means to be you—you as an ever-evolving , ever-interconnected being, one with the Earth, one with the stars. One with your ego, your ups and downs, your knows and unknowns. All. Of. It.

This full moon is the time for remarkable acceptance and equanimity with “what is” as a dynamic and ever-revealing process.

Tomorrow is not guaranteed, so today you will make the most of your small moments, embrace your uniqueness, love your discomforts as you allow your metamorphosis to continue taking shape, meeting more like-minded friends and allies along the way. Your community is you. You can see it now. You can see your shifts and the community’s shifts are one. You are able to see outside of the matrix and choose to focus your attention on what really is here to speak to you, turning away from all other messages around conformity or pressure/struggle. It is time to develop your optimism, to actively cultivate it. It is time to focus your attention on what you can see is the world you can work to create. It starts with you. It starts with us. And, we can hold hands doing it, too. Kindness. support. gentle encouragement.

Chanting the world into being, where freedom and peace co-exist and co-mingle—where we can accept ourselves as we are *while* we strive for more. We can tune ourselves to this frequency and feel into it when we are out of alignment. We have choice. Time to exercise it.

Happy Aquarius Full Moon!

Make this a life to go optimistically mad about. Use your force, energy and power for the good, for the collective and most importantly for your own state of mind.