My tears touch my cheeks
But cannot spread into my heart
Cannot touch this wound and offer it
Still there’s flowing from both heart and from tears
The path forward seems dusted over
Every prayer keeps me in it for the day
But each day I’m missing out on where my
Heart wants to be engaged, in full capacity.
Moments ease and bring hope.
But, the same thorn in my back remains
My patience has been by my side for 9 years
But the dysfunction cannot be ignored.
I am tethered to it.
Only well enough for so long or so far
The variable “x” has been my one constant.
I want to run and sweat with all the energy I have built for transformation
But I am stuck sliding back in my circled walls so slick I cannot climb
Bone deep is misaligned
No muscle release nor stretch will remove the thorn, no deep breath, no daily meditation, no daily Qi gong wills it away.
Where I want to spread hope, I’m left wanting.
My tears arriving to keep me company and hear me lose my patience.
14 thoughts on “My tears are touching everything but what I need”
That is a long time to endure chronic pain. Thinking of you ❤️
Alethea, You are right it is a long time! Thank you so much dear heart! I am grateful.
Soothing healing love energy to you ✨✨✨✨
It’s absolutely appreciated and received! Sending right back to you ❤
I’m sorry for your ongoing pain and tears. Sending love to you and your pain. 🧡
Thank you so much, Brad, for offering comfort. You really matter to me as a friend, and I am so grateful for your support.
You are most welcome Ka. Hugs, prayers, and good vibes on the way!
Ah…my dear friend. I can hear the pain in your words and know that you are suffering. I am so sorry. I understand how that kind of pain can keep you planted in a dungeon…dark dank walls that, as you stated, are too slippery to climb up.
Hang in there my friend. I send you so much healing white energy. I send you love. I send you patience. I send you light and love. ❤ ❤
Thank you, Lorrie!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Happy belated Easter to you! 🐣
And I forgot to say Happy Easter ❤
Happy 😃 Easter, again, my friend 💗 I read your blog post on Easter but wasn’t in the space to comment. Although, I thought I might have tried, but it didn’t work or something. Anyways! We connected 💛🧡💚💜
We’re always connected, Ka!! 😊 Sending good stuff!!🧡