Poem 29, Day 29

white feathery wings

Circle around above me

as I lift the last vestiges of

this recent tiredness storm

Invigorated by some

extra clearing required and

the work done around it

starting to sparkle now.

released a lot of

past life dross, broken dreams

and abrupt endings

met in stampede to realize

now that being “seen”

is okay, and even better living

free, unlocking another level

not being crumpled by hoards

overcoming my nothingness

Moving now with restoration

Slow and steady with

Gathering strength, my pancaked form

upright and three-dimensional

waiting on that next rotational

Spiral up the Mountain View

To see above it

And find ever-more that something new.

I cannot believe I made it this far! I thought I would sputter out at 3 poems in and then be spotty the whole way through. The heavy lifting really started to come for me at the last 5 day mark. I think the prospects of actually accomplishing my goal without a whole lot of struggle was blowing my mind too much, so that part of me that needed to raise its own new bar, came in and faced some fears and moved through them. Life is like that. It’s really about unlocking new levels. Tomorrow is my last day for daily poems. I have mixed feelings about that, but I’m running with it, accepting the mixed feelings and being kind to myself.

29 thoughts on “Poem 29, Day 29

    1. You make me happy. Thank you so much for your support. It’s not easy to be here, but I am. 💖💖💖 I’m making it work because I can if I put my mind to it. You are my darling friend. Your support has been so helpful! I can’t thank you enough. 💞💞💞💞💞💕🤗🤗

      1. Always here my dear Anam Cara .. been travelling so sorry I couldn’t get back sooner .. but I will always enjoy your work and I love you it’s like telepathy. I feel you. You take care. ❤️🤗😘

  1. Some of the reasons why we have such a hard time letting go of the past are: Identity and security: We cling to the past because we have become accustomed to identifying with our past experiences, even if they were painful. We feel that if we let those experiences go, we will lose part of ourselves when what we need is to leave that burden and start with positive thoughts.

    1. I still can’t even believe I did it! It’s almost that time again. I don’t think I’ll do it this year. I’m still trying to catch up to my former self, find comments, and “process” but if I DO get inspired, nothing is stopping me, I guess. I ought to do a sketching challenge as soon as I get even a little winkling of time which is gonna emerge again soon—it always does and I eat it up fast!!! 🤣

      Thank you my dear friend for being here at the finish line!!! 🏁💗🎁

      1. I love you Ka…and always love to hear from you….Time has taken on a completely weird feeling for me. I literally have to take everything one day at a time…. The world seems and feels very fragmented….but knowing you are there feels good and solid:). XXXXX

        1. Oh I love that I can provide that in any way shape or form! I want to be able to support you knowing I’m here and just love you so very much! ♥️✨✨✨✨✨🤗
          I can feel my hug arc across the oceans 🌊 to meet you and feel that peace.

          🏔️

          I connect to the mountains ⛰️ especially during the waning of the moon, such as this time. Anchoring myself energetically and “holding hands” with the ancient trees.

          It’s okay to be one day at a time 💗

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