joy of wilderness
nature radiating
thanks to the sun and rain
flowers dance,
the ground turns golden.
and we follow the sunshiny roads
into the azure horizon
Wildflower gifts
joy of wilderness
nature radiating
thanks to the sun and rain
flowers dance,
the ground turns golden.
and we follow the sunshiny roads
into the azure horizon
Releasing limitations
After the 5 day Pacific Sports and Orthopedic Acupuncture Symposium (PSOAS) conference which was amazing, wonderful, inspiring and so many things, I ended up with back pain. This time it doesn’t feel muscular but backs are tricky as I well know, because I treat them and take care of my patients. My pain started towards the end and this is despite that I made sure I was mobile by taking walking breaks, exercising my core, rolling out muscles and pacing myself. The pain still snuck up on me. I even utilized therapy of PEMF from the vendors, etc. which is amazing; you would love it.
If you are a regular reader of my blog you will know that I spent many years being in intractable back pain before and all through my education in getting my doctorate in acupuncture. As they say, it’s helped to build my character, and helped me go deeply into the purpose of life, my life, and really get into the grit of my spiritual journey here on Earth. Having regular back pain and fatigue, autoimmune irregularities and generally inherited health challenges, has helped me to see that I am an individual and cannot compare myself to others. This reality of my experience has really helped me deal with the suffering of my patients and helped them overcome their limitations.
My fellow shaman friend even gave me an energy healing while on the sidewalk last night as I went out to celebrate her birthday with her under the light of the full moon at the Fleet Science center. I watched a short planetarium show and got out of my seat early to try to relieve the pain. I’m glad I managed to make it out, but she was running late and didn’t manage to make it to the actual show. We met up afterwards and hugged. I have her a birthday gift and she gave me a healing while I was walking to the car. It eased my pain by about 15% and my drive home was much more relaxed.
What is to be learned from all this? There are times when we go through hardships, struggle and most certainly pain. It doesn’t make you wrong or bad. You will get out of pain again. I will get out of pain again. This full moon lit up my 3rd house with Aries ♈️ while Aries is on my 2nd house cusp and therefore both houses are activated. My self love and self esteem has been under review for quite some time and I’ve been working to fill the void. The full moon is directly at 16Libra on my natal Mars (which conjoins Pluto and squares my natal moon in Cancer). The astrology shows you I am definitely processing through THE STUFF.
I’m not on the planet to be a perfect person. I am here mostly as a wounded healer. My entire chart is aspected by Chiron. It is a necessity for me to keep going, and giving whatever gifts I have to the people who need them, to the people who I can help.
You are not alone. I see you. I am a fellow journeyer through the vicissitudes of life and it gets much brighter when we can see past and focus on the light on the other side of the stepping stone. My pain is my gain. I will not let it be in vain. I have learned so much from people who have suffered worse and from those who have suffered less. This is my innocence and my equality. I am a wounded hero of my own journey still in the making…
With this Full Moon in Libra, I release all the limitations from my being my highest and best self in this present life. I open to God/Goddess and all that is and accept my road with full appreciation for the value of this life that I get to live with all its advantages and disadvantages. I speak with gratitude that I am regularly humbled into my experience of awareness and ever-drawing-out light within me. May I become a beacon of hope for others. May my life give your life value and vice versa. And so it is! a’ho in munay, so mote it be! Amen!
Pop-up friend
Being observed while I had just wrapped up my lunch at the incredibly informative and mind-blowing conference of PSOAS—Pacific Sports and Orthopedic Acupuncture Symposium.
This sweet charmer was wiggling his or her nose at me and had the most pleasant while curious energy. This felt like the most natural encounter—clearly the little one does this a lot to other conference goers, although I was the only one around. But the dexterity and skill of the sneak-up, pop-up was unprecedented by others of its kind. This is career squirrel 🐿️
Flexible, quick-witted, and nutty… 🙂
Gotta love this animal medicine that impresses me while I’m being wowed in so many other ways, reminding me to be light-hearted, fun, and never miss an opportunity to say “hello there” 👋
Rainbow piano
I was playing with some water color pens for a few minutes while I had some time. I was enjoying making an outline and bringing my emotions into the ink choices.
Probably the most I fun I had was afterwards though. What I noticed is that when I took a photo, the colors didn’t look like they were on the page. What I had to do was to make adjustments in order for it to show up how I was seeing it in real life, on the water color page.
Often times we don’t think about how sometimes it takes a lot of extra “art” work to make something truly depicting the actual and real. We often walk around in society acting like the unedited object is the real object. However this is not often the case. In this respect, it actually takes skill to show the authentic—it takes editing.
We have to strive to bring the actual colors through. We do this spiritually, too. It’s not a ‘given’ that what you see, unfiltered, is the real thing. Filters aren’t always masks—sometimes they reveal and sometimes they allow or make it easier for us to see what’s *really* there.
We can’t erase the filter of the mind; a mind will always exist, because it is the nature of conditioning that our minds exist. Sometimes we just have to change our minds and replace our filters with more updated versions, editing our behaviors is what follows, so that what we get, in the end, is an expression of our true nature. This takes daily practice.
How are you doing?
The energies have been exceptionally intense! How are you doing?
Osprey love 💗
I hadn’t been to my old neighborhood hangout for a while: Lake Murray. Today I had the opportunity to see my very favorite osprey kind. I felt honored that when I asked for showing some wings, I was indulged. 💗
I’m in ceremony for the next couple of days joining in with two different local and online communities to celebrate the vernal equinox, while I’m also having my own inner celebration and communing opportunities with nature and my core world 🌎☘️🍃
Beannacht ☘️
From O’Donohue’s Echoes of Memory
On the day when
the weight deadens
on your shoulders
and you stumble,
may the clay dance
to balance you.
And when your eyes
freeze behind
the grey window
and the ghost of loss
gets in to you,
may a flock of colours,
indigo, red, green,
and azure blue
come to awaken in you
a meadow of delight.
When the canvas frays
in the currach of thought
and a stain of ocean
blackens beneath you,
may there come across the waters
a path of yellow moonlight
to bring you safely home.
May the nourishment of the earth be yours,
may the clarity of light be yours,
may the fluency of the ocean be yours,
may the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow
wind work these words
of love around you,
an invisible cloak
to mind your life.
☘️
Turn of Season
The beautiful card I got today is Kuan Yin! What did you get when you click to stop the video?
This season, this month, is bringing major changes and openings for all of us. The astrology is thick with sign changes: Sun going into Aries, Venus moving into Taurus, and Pluto will be moving into Aquarius. Saturn just shifted into Pisces. Please share! What are you feeling. How are you experiencing this new energy moving through your lives?
The Vernal equinox comes with unique bird song and green shoots and tendrils erupting from the earth. The earth here is moist and ready for worms and motion. The birds have found more baths due to the recent rain. I reflected back on my poetry book project for this year. I look forward to collating more and writing more. The inspiration I’m arising with is like velvet, soft like bunny’s fur, also gossamer linkages of quickly growing energetic networks of inner mycelium. My own ecosystem matches that of the Earth and the Cosmos. I’m flying through the dimension of space, but traveling easy, calming, with deep breath and purpose. I have a couple of links I want to share down below.
Bumble bees have been shown to unlock a puzzle box when one of the bees on the “bee team” is instructed on how to do it. These educated bees transfer their knowledge to the other bees in their group, showing social collaboration and the transmission of learning from one bee to another. Read more about it here.
I’ve been learning a bit more about the 5th dimension. It’s slightly elusive to me although I might actually be aware of my living out of it, from it–on it? Here is a really neat scientific article about how the future can influence the past. After all, I use this skill in my daily work all the time. More and more evidence points to the realness of my work as I practice what I call the pragmatics of shamanism, journeying, and other soul work that works through multiple dimensions. Many people don’t actually realize that heaps and heaps of scientific articles that show that acupuncture works, let alone shamanistic style healing work. Here’s an interesting article (albeit a small cohort in the study) where TMD was improved through shamanic healing, and those improvements persisted past 9 months after (which was the conclusion of the study’s measure–and doesn’t necessarily mean the improvements didn’t persist further afterward).
I could write more and more on all of this. I suppose I will. 🙂
Happy Easter/Ostara/St. Patrick’s day and all the holidays! Happy Spring!
Hummingbirds
Just enjoying ✨ these creatures in flight
A rainy, misty day 🍃
It’s easy to pause and say “hey” 👋
Pregnant minimalism
The artist in me took this photo. I wanted a very simplistic representation of my pregnant belly. Had I more time then I would have experimented more with light and color but all that could be manipulated at a later date.
Sitting at the dinner table eating serving my daughter her favorite snack that started with her eating out of my bowl, we talked about when I was pregnant with her. So I went looking for a video to share with her and haven’t found it yet. But I did find this picture.
And, it pleased me. So, I wanted to share.
Weather wonder
A wet season will give way to wild flowers for the wonderlust to encounter, when Mother Nature splashes the green and brown earth with dots of yellow, orange and purple.
My time has been consumed with one thing or another and in the midst of it all are these tiny, snap-shot fragments that really bring in the charm and witnessing into my experience.
I can breathe into the moment with the full confidence of my presence and your presence. This will set my tone for the day. Until we meet again! 💛💚💦🤗
Castles in the Sky: Pisces Full Moon
I am aware that we just visited with the full moon in Virgo in real time. This blog post on the full moon in Pisces came up in my history so I thought I would post it for fun! Pisces is getting more emphasis right now with Saturn’s recent ingress into Pisces ♓️ for a two and a half year stay.
As an Aquarius rising, I get a lot of Saturnian power in my life (Ancient ruler of Aquarius). Today we are celebrating Holi — the festival of colors! I think it brings together the Pisces element very nicely… opening the boundaries of color, a color explosion. Celebrating the triumph of good over evil—the return to light and the enchantment of coming Spring. This is the Spiritual rescue/release/surrender that is promised with Pisces.
Please enjoy this post! 💖🤗
Full Moon in Pisces August 29, 2015 11:35am (PDT) This Full Moon in the Tropical (Western Zodiac) of Pisces is referred to as a Supermoon. The term “…
Castles in the Sky: Pisces Full Moon
Waiting for Neil Degrasse Tyson
Happy Full Moon in Virgo ♍️!
Well, I thought it would be funny to start the post with an astrology reference while I’m waiting to see NDT!
“Tyson describes himself as an “accessory” to the decision made by the International Astronomical Union (IUA) in 2006 to downgrade Pluto from planet to ‘dwarf planet.” Well, shhh 🤫 you don’t have to tell Pluto that.
This is not like Waiting for Godot…
I trust NDT will be here soon.
I am water
unbroken, continuous
trickling, rushing, surfacing
flowing down…
I am water
memories, polar-bonded, rejuvenating.
I am water
icy, breaking, splashing, spilling
filling, running, spritzing.
I am a mountain spring,
bubbling, glugging, frolicking,
colored by light sparkles, shiny,
glistening.
I am water
in your body, in the clouds,
I vapor, I mist, I surround you and infuse you.
I am water
and I will amuse you for eons.
Rates of Speed
We are all evolving and growing at different rates of speed. As much as it would be lovely to create and experience “small bite-sized” morsels of sharing and experiences, sometimes we get the huge downloads from the universe and have to wait weeks upon weeks to sort through it all, before we can wash it, let alone hang it up to dry, let alone share it.
I have been going through that, for sure. See above the Lego Giraffe that my daughter and I put together from some complicated instructions, I might add!
We have some huge astrological transits coming up, which I wrote about before–but since then, so much has been flowing in and out–it’s not unlike the wash. But busier, and also slower and more meditative, mindful—and yes, these two states can and do coexist.
I have about 5 min until I start getting ready for my deep warrior training session with my martial arts master.
Meanwhile, the wash is running and the belly has just been filled. My energy-body is decompressing as I’ve done thorough work with another two different guides–human and beyond. Upper realm and Lower worlds are active and the middle is cared for by the divine as well.
See, I’m living my dream life. It’s still filled with all the emotions and the ego deaths of an unrealized life.
Please if you get a chance, I highly recommend Matt Kahn’s “Healed to Completion” program. I will come back with links, but I’m sure you can do just as well googling if this speaks to you!
Looking forward to catching up on your blogs and being in your space, too.
Much Love!
Fiesta Estrellas 
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