

Follow down a path
Trace along a shadow.
How many dimensions
are folded into this space?
It escapes the eyes.
What if you could travel
across a shadow, and onto
another plane, and into another
dimension?
Where will you go when you
go off from the page, and
into the places not pictured
here?
Category: Astrology
Being one with nature
Photography Ka Malana ©2017
I want to dance like that,
wild and free,
turn on my heels – spin
on the axis of joy.
I want to dissolve into
mountain flowers and disappear
into the wheat field without a
whisper.
I want to wake up when the
wind lifts, and merge my face
into the soft sun
while the seasons turn tides,
and space is infinitely infinite.
I want to breath so deeply
that my breath sinks far
into the soil, beyond the
earth worms, and down
around the core of the earth.
Ka Malana ©2017
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The sky provided

The sky provided for me,
while I complained,
and stormed inside.
The sky provided for me
new thoughts, to replace
my negative thinking;
for a moment, I had to
pause.
The sky took over
in all ways, I felt
immersed and bathed in
pink puffs and
orange highlights.
The deep purple: sold!
The sky had me wrapped
within its luminescence,
and I felt the sky’s imaginary mind
reflect down upon me,
and scoop me up;
the sky
reached down,
and it touched
me.
Ka Malana©2017

Little Ka, Amusement Park

When i was in elementary school, I wrote this poem. It was chosen and published in the school’s annual publication. The theme for the assignment was “Amusement Park.”

Rooted Tree Of Taurus Full Moon

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“If we represent knowledge as a tree, we know that things that are divided are yet connected. We know that to observe the divisions and ignore the connections is to destroy the tree.”
– Wendell Berry
What I enjoy about this photograph is the way the patterns of light and shadow blend the tree into its environment. It’s as if the subject is the dance of light and not the tree itself. The background and the foreground of the image contrast, where in the foreground the shape of the leaves are where the light comes in. It is as if the light is projecting negative space. While in the background, the leaves are positive and dark – much like a yin-yang (Tai Qi). Each component contains the other. I enjoy the texture and the movement of this image, and how the patterns of light and dark unify the entire image. It’s as if the roots are moving toward the viewer, inviting the viewer into a meaningfully, rooted experience.
Taking a big, deep breath… Let’s get spicy and do the thing in November!

When you notice that I am posting even more frequently in November (hopefully). You’ll see that you, too, can join in. I will be participating in Nano Poblano, “the World’s Least Official Blog-Everyday-November Challenge.” Nothing gets me motivated like something that isn’t officially official-official, and really has the spirit of community, teamdom, and freedom. We all want to have fun. Here’s the official link. Especially if you are already a regular every day blogger, and want to reach more people, and participate more as well – go sign up!
Nothing says “potential over-commitment” like Jupiter conjunct Sun in Scorpio – so I thought it’d be a great time (or worst time) to take a deep dive. You get it, folks, I decided to go for the swim! Isn’t it exciting!? That said, considering my away-from-the-blog work/life/family balance, it should be an equally busy season off-blog. My throat already feels scratchy and my lymph nodes feel swollen, so why don’t we do it?! I’m gonna enjoy this, or at least enjoy trying! Oh, and the self-care… that’ll happen. 🙂
Blogging, for me, brings together my favorite things art, celebration, exploration, empowerment, and meditation, and growing together. I need the calm to balance the excitement. I need the bland to balance the spicy. I need the deep-discussions to balance the light-hearted whimsy. I need my own commitment to my writing/art/astro/photography space getting out there, and I need it to be okay when I don’t make it out the gate, or I just hide under the blankets.
This is my home beyond me. This is where I live, and I intend to keep decorating, or louse it up, whatever is my choice. If you stick around for my posts, I thank you all in advance for supporting me and my self-expression, as it ebbs and flows, changes and grows.
Gosh, all ya’all please join us, here!
The Planets Saturn & Jupiter

This image above is a photograph I’ve taken from an image in the book: Astrology, Magic, and Alchemy. The painting is called The Planet Saturn. It’s a miniature from De Sphaera, 15th century. Modena, Biblioteca Estense.
In the image can be seen the dual rulership of Saturn, the waterbearer image (Aquarius) and the goat 🐐 (Capricorn). In the image, Saturn seems to be represented as a man, carrying a sickle and also a cane, as if to indicate old age.
Perhaps as depicted in the image, the power over death, and that for a long life, is in our own hands – if only we are to realize it. Yet most of us gaze outwardly with fear, understandably. Often the power seems beyond us. This begs the question for a more nuanced stance, and a depth of inquiry that rarely ceases.

Since Jupiter has moved into the sign of Scorpio, many of us are wondering what it means – what it means for us individually. The image above is from a painting called Jupiter. It is a detail. It is by Jacopo Zucchi; Rome, Palazzo Rucellai, vault of Galleria.
In the image above we have Jupiter’s dual rulership represented, Sagittarius on the bottom left, and Pisces on the bottom right.
Are our heart’s asking for justice? How can we be more judiciously loving with ourselves?
Is there a being whose highest authority we can appeal to, who will listen to our woes, our trials and tribulations? A being more intimate than the one we all are connected to in our hearts? What about the peace within our own hearts?
This New Moon in Libra is juicy and new – and it has a lot of energy to contribute to our relationships. Take a moment and be present with who you are today, and in loving, full acceptance, say: “yay!” I am so grateful to share this space with all of you!
Greetings my loves….
Happy Diwali! 🔥💕🌸
fill a cuppa
dew has rested on soft
ground,
resetting the land
and freshening the air
the birds
chirp into wakefulness
as darkness lingers,
the blankets of night
slowly lift
i find a younger version
of myself this morning
in this body that has lived
longer than its wisdom
lets on.
can we exchange our thoughts
for today’s perceptions?
begin emptying our heads
immediately,
as we fill up a cuppa
?
Her Open Glow
When first I met her
I needed a relationship
that wouldn’t pursue me,
in the usual way.
I needed an intimacy
that moved with me,
as I moved.
~
She will not lead you
to still waters, nor even ask you
to take a drink. she doesn’t even
care if you pursue her.
She just loves.
She met me under a tree,
when I called to her, I saw
that she was the tree.
~
She doesn’t demand commitment,
nor sacrifice,
she but notices it, and gently
encourages me to
keep pacing myself.
keep finding ways to be gentle with you, she says.
She shows me how to love myself,
in this way.
I met her when,
I needed her voice to be the
gentlest, clearest, cut-through-the-bullshit,
opening
she doesn’t define a gender.
she isn’t gonna hurt your heart,
to teach you a lesson.
you weren’t born for that.
she says, “oh honey, life just is,
love as much as you can”
Fine-tuning
you are an instrument, she said,
self-tuning,
and self-correcting,
and self-regulating.
isn’t it neat how you get to
play differently
every day?
yes, some of this is painful,
but there’s a lot of joy, too.
there’s enough room in this
world for you, my dear.
you are allowed to exist.
don’t let anyone tell you
that you’re not an instrument,
that you are not beautifully
made of all the
sounds and all the colors,
and what you do here,
it matters.
it matters.
Releasing-transforming energy sketches from another era of my life.




“I never made one of my discoveries through the process of rational thinking.”
–Albert Einstein
“The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.”
–Sylvia Plath
“Learn the rules like a pro, so you can break them like an artist.”
–Pablo Picasso
New Moon in Capricorn on New Year’s Day: Constructing the New Earth
Re-Blog; As I work to integrate 2013 with the present day – many things from 2014 are coming up. This post which I had titled, “Constructing the New Earth,” is appropriate now as much as it was then. We are still in the web of these larger patterns that are happening, Pluto has been in Capricorn since 2008 and will be until 2024. Wishing everyone a lovely Sunday.
I’m re-weaving in my own life, drawing as I study. It’s a lot of fun! In the past, I had disciplined myself from drawing so that I could focus fully on the subject that I was studying. Now, and with more research, there’s been more kindness surrounding how we do things. I’m bringing it all back in 🙂 at my own pace 🙂 I love the work that I do, every day! My new English mantra has been “a little bit at a time.” Turtle energy 🙂 Earth energy. Reconstructing the New Earth from within. This morning’s meditation session was uniquely plentiful. Happy Sunday everyone!
“The pottery wheel is symbolic of what he builds his ambitions on. When he feeds it a lot (“colossal” amounts) of clay, he is being ambitious.” Image and quote from Aesop Rock Lyrics page @ rapgenius.com
As I look forward to this New Year 2014, I know I am not alone. I know that there’s this whole blogging universe of conscientious people. As I read many blogs in the blog-o-sphere, I begin to notice that I can relate to a lot of writers in ways I hadn’t even realized. It’s true; I feel most connected with those who are on a spiritual journey, especially in the context of many lifetimes, serving humanity from places of much personal and spiritual exploration.
I feel SO connected to all these beautiful-hearted people, who just like me, are sharing a bit of their experience, knowledge, and inspiration! I see some really beautiful things happening…
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be gentle

while connecting with nature,
the human wanders in, through the
eye on the stone.
goddess hasn’t spoken with
feathers in a whiles,
she prefers the nudges
to strong declarations,
the gentle tears,
to the deluge.
her anger need not be so wrathful,
her transformation not so ultimate.
there are gentle ways to call in
changes, and changes do not need to be
dramatic, nor colorful, to be effective.
let the subtle speak more today.
Guided Meditation, Vipassana Tradition
This moment came up thanks to one of my newer blogger friends. There’s a lot of continuity building in my life, and I was able to facilitate the meditation this morning, again. Comments are fine and lovely – it’s always amazing what a ‘like’ can do: let’s someone know you are reading and just being present and listening 🙂 Thank you, you know who you are 🙂

Hello friends, new friends & visitors!
Last week I led the meditation for our Clinical Counseling class. I received some good feedback.
Today, I thought about adapting the script and posting it here. From what I understand, this is from the Vipassana tradition.
Here’s a good description of Vipassana
“To focus impartial attention on the present moment is the hallmark of vipassana. There is awareness and acceptance of whatever is occurring in the immediate now, without judging or adding to it. We see things as they actually are, free of subjective associations. Systematic vipassana practice eventually eliminates the cause of mental and physical pain, purifies the mind, and results in a stable happiness that isn’t affected by moods or outward circumstances.
Vipassana meditation comes from the tradition of Theravada Buddhism. (The Theravada school is based on a group of texts called the “Pali canon,” which is widely regarded as the…
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A peacock at a park, happiness, and my mom
I saw a beautiful peacock on Friday.
It is also my beautiful mother’s birthday today – I am honored to be her daughter. I am grateful that she brought me into this life to learn, and to develop; in all honesty, she always encouraged me to be myself. She wanted me to become whatever it is that I wanted to become–nevertheless–I always still wanted to please her, and everyone. I thought by making other people happy, it would make me happy -maybe because this often does work out that way.
I also learned it’s much easier now. When I’m happy, other people are happy because they love me, too. They can share it with me. This was a big lesson for me. I can be bright, and it doesn’t ‘make’ anyone else feel bad or unloved. It’s my choice. It’s their choice to be happy, and to go for…
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