Comforts of the Season — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day 17)

Buckwheat Pancakes “I am Cosmic“ “I am Restored“ This has to be my favorite Autumn to Winter season yet. It is full of connecting, warmth and fun. I started feeling better just in time for all my visitors, seeing lots of family. I haven’t been blogging in a long time, but I have been living […]

Comforts of the Season — Fiesta Estrellas

Hello, as most of you know–those who have been following me for a while, I have a tight schedule. Having blogged for 11+ years, I am an acupuncturist, a mother, an artist/writer, a shamanic practitioner–as well as a forever student of my own heart. My schedule is demanding, but I write it. That said, I do adore being here, so I try to be on the blog as much as I can–until it’s not longer fun to do so!! If you are a new-to-me-blogger, I will not follow you back if you make comments that suggest that I should do so, for you, by making the suggestion that this lack of follow-back is “cold,” especially when I haven’t even had a chance to make it to my comments section to read, or to spend time at your blog, discovering if this is a connection I even want. A conscious connection. I ask you to look within, and address yourself, be kind to yourself, and expect the best from others. There is a certain energy here that I am cultivating, and I won’t tolerate anything less than the best for the gentle and creative souls who co-habitat here. I’m kind and giving (in the process and honestly its true), but I am not someone you can walk over and I am not here to prove myself to you. I am 100% in my own power. I am here at will. I work at will. I do all things, at will.

Here’s my daily contribution to the Cheer Peppers Daily blog challenge for November. As for my own practice, this form of posting is “celebration” and “ReBLOGathon.” I think this season feels just as comfy as last season, but I am also wanting a slowing mood… a slower tone… slower rituals, more deep breathing, and less sugar. ❤

Today I am spending my time with Briana Borten, a fantastic human and wonderful “energy architect,” we are enjoying “Activate the Sacred.” Today the discussion is on leadership. This morning I felt unwell, and I still am somewhat. My sweet daughter came over to me and gave me her lovey. I know I am raising a human who thinks about others and puts herself in their shoes. I will also raise her to stand up for herself- and to command the space around her. She will only let in the energy that supports her journey. She will be a leader. “The seat of our leadership is our deep deep care” ~Nisha

Your Attention, Please?

What size am I?

How big is my heart?

What’s the right fit for me, where should

I put my attention?

When you have a lot to give,

isn’t it best to focus on where you

make the greatest contribution?

Don’t waste that precious energy.

I like to ask myself questions out loud.

I’m not afraid of you.

This question asking isn’t just an activity for the young.

I can be open like this, I can be vulnerable: I choose it.

I’m not afraid of the public, nor of sounding less

than brilliant.

I am not here to impress you.

I just want to know where I fit–how to stop wasting my time.

How to make this life 1000000% useful, the biggest impact,

I am the greatest force, leveraged with the right attention.

Attention is everything.

So is relaxing and asking questions

to redirect myself.

So here I am.

Image Credit: Nick Fewings: Unsplash

Reflections #3, the 6 of Diamonds — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon, Day 16)

This is another piece from my collection, it was a work that I had made also in the 1990s. It’s its own. I never made the rest of the set. For some reason, this card was chosen by me, or it chose me. Probably both!

Reflections #3, the 6 of Diamonds — Fiesta Estrellas

It’s kind of unbelievable to me that most of the art I have to share came from middle school. That was a long time ago. It was a huge delight to make this playing card. It was so much for me to invent layer after layer.

Sometimes I get lonely — Fiesta Estrellas (Reblogathon Day 15.5).

Sometimes I get lonely, and I just realized it’s because it’s a natural response for me to disconnect from the “pain body” of the world. During tragedy, such as the recent event in Las Vegas, it’s a natural response for me that I acquired over time, to remove my shared energy field from that of […]

Sometimes I get lonely — Fiesta Estrellas

Today I am going to post two blogs. I did a search for “cookie’ this morning, and this is the post that came up. Everyone needs to know that they are not alone. Loneliness comes and goes, challenging feelings come and go. Fortunately, I’ve had a really good stretch of wellbeing in my mind/body/Spirit. I remember the times and the challenges I’ve had, and I remember that I am never alone. xo

Art, poetry and dudes, with Ka Malana — Fiesta Estrellas (reBLOGaton Day15)

The dudes interviewed me!!!!!!!! ❤ ❤ ❤

Art, poetry and dudes, with Ka Malana — Fiesta Estrellas

Hello Friends! I don’t know what happened to the original post, but I was so so so happy to be interviewed by those snarky little dudes at Shehanne Moore’s Smexy historical romance domain. Honestly, I can’t think of a better honor. I didn’t really have any time to promote my 2017 debut poetry book, Art for Art, at the time when I wrote it. In fact, I don’t think I ever really did get around to promoting it. Promotion is something that a person has to learn to do. It’s an art in and of itself. You know who is an incredible authoress and human, though?! Shehanne Moore

Her dudes have been making me laugh since about 2016-2017 when I started reading her blog. She hosts very interesting authors and artists. She hosts a perfect variety of intriguing and talented authors, and she always supports her clan. Sheyis top-notch for supporting her clan. Reading about her adventures in Dundee has been really fun over the years. There’s always a lot to learn from her because she’s very knowledgeable. She and her husband, Mr. Shey ;), have put on some spectacular plays which she has also shared and written about on her blog throughout the years. She even helped me try out a new genre called historical romance (which she writes well, I might add). For one, I never really read romance, nor history.. but The Unraveling of Lady Fury had me pleasantly surprised. Her heroines aren’t typical–that’s why they are definitely worth the read. Did you hear that Lady Fury went Manga!? My, my my that was all the way back in 2019!!! How cool is that?! Who writes a historical romance and has it go Manga? Shey. The post includes holiday pictures (and it’s almost that time of year again!).

Anyways, thank you for visiting my reBLOGathon celebration month’s daily post. Half-way there! At the end, I will link them all up in one post so that you don’t miss anything–then I will be running around December visiting everyone’s blog like a quick & focused ghost, phantoming my comments upon your page. I will be the ghost of Christmas past, present and future… LOL–and I’ll write in real letters and not just “haunt” you nicely… but comment nicely 😉 Because I love reading your blogs! ❤ I love blogging, and I am celebrating so much, so much, my friends ❤ Until we meet again, tomorrow, I bid thee, good day ::tips hat::

Each year (for a while, maybe since 2019?) I have teamed up with the Cheer Peppers to blog every day of the month in November. Click the link below for their posts. I chose the theme of ReBLOGathon, but they might be posting their own themes or randoms 🙂 Enjoy

My birthday gift to myself: a blogging hiatus — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day14)

Hello friends, As my birthday approaches, and my life has changed in a new influx of abundance with the birth of my daughter, and projects that demand my full attention, I think more about scaling down my life. I’ve started going through my emails, and reducing and eliminating every subscription, that even if I have […]

My birthday gift to myself: a blogging hiatus — Fiesta Estrellas

I am reblogging this post as a reminder that I did step away from my blog for moments. I always returned. I know I will always return now. I have the confidence in this that I have developed over time. I am glad I took my breaks when I needed to. Also, each and every one of you commented here back then, have meant so much more to me than you knew at the time, or even now!!! I love blogging. I will blog until I die. Whoo HOO! 🙂 For those of you who are ready for a break, I completely understand. There are so many shifts in life, so many. We have to move with the times and the moments that we need to do. I will be here blogging and waiting for you to return..

Right now I am not taking a blogging break. However, I am not able to visit all your blogs as much as I would like. I am doing better than I thought I would, though. It’s almost that mid-month crunch, and I’m just about to find a day to get caught up–as my days keep getting filled with patients, administrative tasks/business work, parenting, house cleaning, and hopefully I can get to transplanting my plant babies very soon! I will keep blogging throughout the month–but just know that I will have to do some catch up with you and yours ❤

The Full Moon in Aquarius: Consciousness, from Individuation to Awakening — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day13)

Aquarius Full Moon: Ushering in the New Era There is a nature to the universe, an order, a unity that is divine. Early scientists had some interest in what they sensed as the divinity of order, and they sought to uncover it. At the Aquarian Full Moon, August 13th, 2011, we come clean to our […]

The Full Moon in Aquarius: Consciousness, from Individuation to Awakening — Fiesta Estrellas

After spending the morning with my family, celebrating my husband’s birthday, I have sat down to complete my very last and assignment for my doctorate program, which I will present this upcoming week in my very last class. I’m feeling a little bit crunched for time. I can hear my husband and my daughter “roaring” in the next room. I think they are pretending to be lions. This is a favorite thing to do. When I was at the store with my daughter picking out a gift for her dad’s birthday, the cashier said, “you are living the dream.” Well, I do believe that’s true! She was referring to my beautiful, sweet little girl. Yes, I am definitely living my dream in every way, with her, and with him.

I did write this blog post see the link in 2011.

The transits are different but I think we are still ushering in the new experience of life on the planet. I won’t use words like “awakening” nor will I use words about extra dimensions. I think we are going through an ordinary (for our universe) shift. I think that the age of Aquarius is still upon us. I don’t think it was just this past set of aspects that I wrote about that would have sealed the deal. Pluto will be moving into Aquarius March 23, 2023, to June 11, 2023, [because of retrograde] then from January 20, 2024, until September 1, 2024, then [due to retrograde] from November 19, 2024, to March 8, 2043. This will be the next epoch. Epochs don’t change suddenly. Also the path is not linear; it’s a spiral. We are humans, so we probably won’t even realize we were living in the age of Aquarius until retrospectively. However, I do have a knack for seeing ahead. It’s not like clockwork, but neither is weather. A weather pattern can change at the blink of a butterflies wings (or an eye). <–see what I did there with the butterfly effect? The point is, we still watch the weather to help us plan. It’s okay. It doesn’t make us “god-like” to do so. Quite the opposite–same with astrology. It’s humbling. That’s why the astrologers that I know, do it.

Personal statement: I am not afraid of the future. I do not fear technology. Technology has been so much fun. If I were to have had kids when I was any younger, I would have missed out on a whole lot of amazing things that are yet to come. Things that have already happened that make every kind of convenience for me as a “young” mother (or older mother of a young child). I am incredibly hopeful for the future; and I do not fret over politics at this time. There was a time when the pandemic seemed as though it was going to “break us all apart.” But here’s what I think: We are much, much stronger than that. We can use our longings for the past and simplicity to bring out the best in the future. I am so excited for what’s to come. I live with the future ❤ and it something that we can make. There are ways we can live more simply, and I think each one of us has to choose the path for each one of us. That means, too, that the kids choose for themselves. This is their future. Please read my blog post and see what I wrote there.

Field of Sunflowers, Happy Bee — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day12)

Photography ©2017 Ka Malana

Field of Sunflowers, Happy Bee — Fiesta Estrellas

Another one of my pleasures is photography. Photography changes so quickly. It’s been a long time since I got to enjoy being inside of a dark room. The calm silence and the enjoyment of the trickling water in a mostly silent room, dunking my finished photo in the fixer with my tongs and the sensation of the feeling of the photo through the tongs with the touch of its rubbery ends against the glossy texture of the image. I even miss the smell of the chemicals and that red light. I miss the red light the most. A darkroom was a peaceful place to be. Click the link above for all the photos… You will be happy you washed your eyes with abundant sunflowers…

When I photographed the headlining photo, I was taken by the angles of the colors of the different aspect of the image. I could make an abstract painting based off of this photo.

Unconditional — Fiesta Estrellas

*Unconditional* This poem has me in a loving gasp for air that meets me in the center of my soul and gently says “let go” and burrows in for a longer show of moving Spirits inward, connecting joining in my heart the real of love.

Unconditional — Fiesta Estrellas

Themes of self love emerged throughout my blogging experience the past 11+ years. I accidentally stumbled onto the poem I wrote this morning while I was trying to email subscribe to another blog. I was getting an error message which took me down a rabbit hole which led to me deleting a number of pending requests. The pending requests led to others’ inactive blogs. At the bottom of the well, so to speak, I saw that somehow I was subscribed to my own post, a poem, called, “Unconditional.” This wasn’t my intended reblog post for the day. So I will add it as bonus material. I hope you can find the love in it, for you.

ReBLOGathon Day10 Drawing/Art

This isn’t really a reblog because I don’t think I ever blogged about the drawings that I’ve had up on my WordPress blog, on the right side. If you are looking at my blog through your phone app, you might not even see them.

Back when I was a teenager, I used to draw figures for $5 at the local college with a live model. It was like a 3 hour session. Amazing, right?! I always enjoyed drawing the skeleton in art classes, and my other favorite was drawing for biology classes in middle school and anatomy and physiology class in high school.

The lower drawing is from after about a 20 year hiatus in drawing. It’s a still life. Since then I’ve had another 6 year hiatus–with little to no drawing. There have been occasional attempts to be regular about it, but those attempts failed with my other studies and general life stuff. I think in 2023, I’ll make drawing a priority again. I’m hoping to come back as an artist one day soon. I have a lot of ideas and really do enjoy making art. I’m slowly preparing the place for it in my life where I can really dig in. Back in my early 20s I had an installation exhibit in Pittsburgh as part of a shared vision. I know I can begin again anew, and I look forward to it. Thanks for viewing and reading.

I just noticed that I’m publishing this blog post at 11:11 on 11/11/22 Wow, that wasn’t even planned until the last minute 🙂

Her Open Glow — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day10)

When first I met her I needed a relationship that wouldn’t pursue me, in the usual way. I needed an intimacy that moved with me, as I moved. ~ She will not lead you to still waters, nor even ask you to take a drink. she doesn’t even care if you pursue her. She just […]

Her Open Glow — Fiesta Estrellas

The beginning of self love has many beginnings. Each day is another layer, and another chance for greater awareness. I hope you enjoy this poem.

Scorpio Full Moon — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day9)

Full Moon in Scorpio, May 17, 2011 (As occurring on Kauai, Hawaii @ 1:09am, may be the 18th elsewhere) Look back. Don’t go back.    The moon shines at night, it is reflecting the conscious light of the sun; and Moon, she takes her shape from the positions of the Earth and Sun as they […]

Scorpio Full Moon — Fiesta Estrellas

It might be a Taurus eclipse that we recently had, but it’s still a Scorpio month!! Here’s a post that when I wrote it was very popular (by the standards of 2011, I guess). Well, anyways– Here’s the nod to you, Scorpio. It’s really your month, after all. 🙂 Happy Birthday to all the Scorpios out there who are reading. We are celebrating all month for the many, many Scorpios in our lives who have birthdays: in my married family and in our preschool family. Yay!

Happy Peppering to all those Cheer Peppers and their other friends, too!

November 17, 2013, Taurus Full Moon, Relationships, Art — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon_CHEERPEPPERS DAY8)

Image credits:  Candlelight and Wine, by Ralph Hocker, Acrylic ― 11″ x 14″ www.sevenlivelyartists.com/hocker.html ARIADNE, VENUS AND BACCHUS BY TINTORETTO (1518-1594) “Beautiful colors can be bought in the shops on the Riato, but good drawing can only be bought from the casket of the artist’s talent with patient study and nights without sleep.”   ~ Tintoretto   (such is the […]

November 17, 2013, Taurus Full Moon, Relationships, Art — Fiesta Estrellas

This is another earlier blog post of my mine. I reached into my archives where I wrote about astrology; this was before I branched out and wrote poetry, and shared my art, and got more social about my life and my journey. I published a book since I was blogged, yay! I like to blog about ALL THE THINGS! New material is coming in 2023–but right now, this is my blog celebration. I teamed up with Cheer Peppers because I wanted to blog for the whole month with a team. I like to share space with people and I’m so glad that you have decided to read my writing, and truly: I am glad you decided to be part of my world. You matter, and I appreciate you!!! ❤ Please enjoy! Another busy back-to-back day today 🙂 I’ll be around to visit you again very soon!

A little bonus today that I’m excited about is that I linked all my Taurus posts to celebrate this Full Moon Eclipse in Taurus we are currently experiencing.

This first one below—> This was my life-changing Kauai experience when I got my spiritual name Ka Malana. It was a short post. I was very busy experiencing it all. I remember the most beautiful New Moon in Taurus ceremony on the beach… just amazing. The order of the blog posts is from oldest to most recent.

This one I didn’t even get to re-read, but I’m in need of re-reading it, *and* slowing down. Whatever that means! Felicia, our aloe, passed away when we moved South to San Diego…. Felicia never recovered. 😦
Lost the photo on this one that was originally linked. This is the down-side of using the internet to store our memories…
You can really see here where I started to write poetry (in place of astrology?) in addition to astrology 🙂
Click this for the photo–I also have blogged “some” of my photography in the past. Long time readers of this blog will remember my photography periods. I’m not sure why this link isn’t showing a preview picture of my post.
This one isn’t about the moon in Taurus. It’s Sun Conjunct Uranus in Taurus.

I hope you are enjoying this celebration!!

The Sound of Crickets, Hafiz, and the Moon — Fiesta Estrellas

Lately, we’ve had the pleasure of hosting a most lovely cricket. For me, the presence of a cricket (inside my house) and right next to me on the couch, is usually a sign. Yes, this has happened to me before, but not exactly in the same way. I have no idea how he got inside, […]

The Sound of Crickets, Hafiz, and the Moon — Fiesta Estrellas

I think it’s Day 7?!

I’m having the time or my life at the Pacific Symposium today where I am volunteering. It’s the largest acupuncture conference in the United States and it’s the first time we’ve all been allowed to congregate today in person in 3 years. There was overlap with my Sports Medicine Acupuncture seminar. I do a lot of advanced training in acupuncture and Chinese medicine. I only just recently started my business a couple of months ago—but I’ve been at this for a long time now. I started with healing arts in 2008 with Massage therapy training. I have been practicing all these years informally but still non-the-less making headway and improving lives. I adore my career now as an acupuncturist and herbalist, as I refine my crafts and work on it, I still have a place for astrology. I am a natural born curious person. Invention and practiced technique is my favorite applied science. I love science and art in equal measure (maybe art more but really it’s not so easy to declare that and trust that I am being accurate). Cheers to you all for blogging every day. I also practice shamanic journeying for clients and family. I’ve been very blessed to have so many animal totems guiding me along through out the years since 2010-definitively. My friend blogging friend Barbara knows that my “awakening” began in 2007–with Reiki. I realize now that it was there all along. I was born awake and didn’t know it. Lol. It depends on how you define awake. For me, I started realizing I was charting my own path during my early undergrad years. Age 18ish, through my beliefs. I found Tao Te Ching on my mother’s bookshelf at age 15 when she was very Catholic. Truly I started astrology at around age 10 with a software program that taught me the nuances beyond Sun sign. I continued to explore that in my teens with lots of friends’ charts. I will eventually start doing readings again for people who desire them and who have burning questions. For now I am celebrating my life with a lovely beverage during lunch overlooking the Pacific Ocean but I’m also writing this blog for my re-blog (intro or post-script). Please read that older post!! 💜 Happy Peppering! I’m not near a computer to upload the cheer pepper 🌶 logo.

With no time left at all, this is the meal I’m gonna eat before going back in for the rest of an amazing day.

Geminizing something New — Fiesta Estrellas (ReBLOGathon Day 6)>>CheerPeppers

perhaps only a butterfly lifting lightly moving slightly, touches the edges of the sea… meeting your pulse ((((((( Once divided, no longer unguided all thoughts provided from duality… ))))))) hearing your song rhymes, rhythmically, rapidly randomly, ripplingly figuratively, linkingly mouth moving, easily… ] hearing your name [ word siblings are scattered in new families created, […]

Geminizing something New — Fiesta Estrellas

You have to read my poem at the link above. It turns out it was definitely a foreshadowing. I gave birth to a little Gemini two years later. Well, thanks astrology. 🙂 Happy Peppering 🙂 I will add this to the cauldron of posts I’m stewing here in the month of November.